Glad that my friends are living happily.

Hope that they have the better stories to tell.

At least, better than me. Somehow, i found that,

it's really easy to crave a fake smile, and hide my real feelings.

Most probably because don't want them to worry bout me.

This old song really describe my real feelings . . seriously





Every single lyrics, I think are able to apply to me. Hahax. I'm silly.

Yes I am. . I'm always the silly one. =) No need to worry bout me guys.

I'm healing, but definitely there will be scars. Better a lot already.

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I felt quite a lot of burdens lately.

Mostly is because financially.

Too many of burdens which I took it all by myself.

Trying not to involves family all the time ( trying to act mature ),

I don't know if I can handle it or not but yet I still take it.

Big sigh.

Don't pity me, wish me luck instead.